_bb back at sg_

5th of oct.. bb arrived at sg..

meet her up for dinner.. too excited to see her.. hehe..

went to eat at mc.. chat.. stare at each other..

oh my.... i miss her so much.. wanted to kiss her at that very moment..

went to watch movie..

while waiting for the movie to start, baboyy give me a wet kiss..


i really miss it..


lean my head on her shoulder and enjoying that moment with her..

told her about the plan for tommorow..


she's unhappy that i want to meet her tomrw by 6pm..

ask me what is she supposed to do the whole day..

she asked me whether i can stay over that night but... i still got things to do..

i wanted to stay over too but need to finish that "labor of love" i want to give her.

now, instead of giving her a surprise, end up that day before she knew it already.

sorry baboyy.. ur gf skill not that good.. =(

note: we are able to finish the movie after chatting.. =x

went home and put on the frame for the gift..

sms with baboyy.. i really feel bad during the time we sms..

tho she appreciate the plan i have for her bday.. still i can feel that the effort is not enough..



am i not enough for her??

these are the questions i have in my mind...
i can't explain what exactly i felt that night..

i am very upset of myself...

after i finished the framing for the gift.. decided to go over to her place..

i cant sleep.. i want to see her.. i want to ask her personally how to be a good gf??

i cant change myself.. this is how i express what i feel.. if it's not enough, i don't mind trying it again.. but if the person is still unhappy.. it breaks my hurt a lot..

even tho the celebration is on the following day.. seems like it's over and nothing happen..

baboyy, i just want to make you feel special, coz i treasure u a lot.

the only request i asked from her that night is... pretend to be happy for that day..

see what will happen on that day...

baboyy just give me a warm hug and whisper the word "sorry"...

i'm tired.