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its been 2 months since the last time i blog...\

a lot of things happen.. we just celebrated our 15mos together..

time flies fast... 1st quarter of the year soon to past..

it show jst finished..

was blogging coz i cant sleep..

trying to ask myself why i keep giving her unhappy feelings and disappointment

guess its how our relationship will be test..

i keep forgetting thing..

scared too that if i commit to something, i will also forget the reason why i make a commitment..

i dun want to forget all those happy memories when im with her..

i dun wan to forget all those lessons learn from our misunderstandings...

i dun wan to forget every details of our relationship...

i am really depressed this time..

keep thinking of that scene today in the lift when she old me that story..

tho its not a big topic, i am worried because i really cant remember about that conversation..

why... wer am i that time...

wer am i?? :'(